I am beginning to realize how old I am getting...  In one day I was named mother to a 20 year old and told I am not pretty anymore.  A part of me laughed and the other half cried.

I have tried to date and find it pointless.  I can't seem to open up or actually care about anyone.  It is like I say, killing time til I die...

I have men or people in and out of my life and nothing really intimate.  It has been this way for was long as I can remember.  I don't really get to know anyone, just ships passing in the night.

MY son is wonderful happy and on his way to another year of growth.