Week of Miracles

Dera Isabelle,

It has been a week of Miracles….

First my little girls EEG came back clear and normal, like nothing has ever happened.  I have been glowing from excitement.  That is after I cried out loud from the relief of seeing finally normal brain activity and sleep cycles on my little girl.  My partner/baby daddy does not get it and was puzzled of why I would be crying from joy or relief.  Maybe,  because I haven’t cried once during this process.  I sucked it up and kept it in for two months and then finally broke from the first sign that everything would be okay, possibly?  He has also been very attentive, maybe because I have been beating him up a little over his attitude and leaving me with everything.  Which I do not mind…  However I do mind when you have me take on all the doctors, and duties with our newborn who has a ton of appointments and do not cut me some slack when I am tired after a C-Section and everything. 

Moving on…

I am trying to do research on certification classes and stuff for Yoga, Pilates, Barre, and many other group exercise classes and when I call or email people it seems everyone including major Gyms like Equinox do not want to talk about it or play dumb like they have no idea what I am talking about.  Which I find interesting since all the jobs require certifications in the postings but no one knows which one is preferred?  HMMMMM…..  Equinox said to me they do not require anything and just hire people they like or classes they like.  I guess I would expect more with a $200. Price tag on a monthly gym member for some of these places.

My previous employer, and I have settled and I am moving on to the happy world of unemployment for the next few years while I purge and re-invent myself.

Hooray for the purging, and I am starting with all pregnancy clothes and professional clothes.  Strange thing is I get the feeling she will never let it go, she is having people stalk me on LinkedIn and Facebook so I am deleting accounts, etc.  Sucks, but some people just always need a scapegoat or somewhere to focus their negative emotion.  Like I always say if the same thing keeps happening to you then you might be the issue.  But, I am getting out of the field I am in for sure!  I am D.O.N.E.  done.

Today I am doing well with my diet and still having issues exercising regularly for a few reasons.  First, I am in pain if I do too much from surgery, second, they are still doing construction on my gym area in the house.  This sucks, it has been 6 months and I am tired of the delays but I guess there is nothing to do since I am not paying for it right?

SO over all good week for now… Talk to you soon Issabelle