Dear Isabelle I forget to tell….
So today was significant, and I did not forget I just shoved
it down to get through my day…
Most people look to me and think I am strong, that I’m unwavering,
and not effected by attachments.
Well lets say I am effected more deeply than anyone I
know. I just hide it better.
Today was the birthday of my cousin. Another reminder of how fragile life is….
I watched him take his last breathe after 4 months of brain
surgery. He went into the hospital with migraines
at age 21. He took his last breath 4
months later when we pulled the plug and gave him peace.
He was brilliant, perfect, and eager to explore the world. I feel these days more deeply than most. I just keep them inside and hope the pain of
the memories of what I have endured stay hidden.
My brother
My cousin
My grandfather
My nephew
My friend
The children I know
You are the reason I run, the reason I remember…. FUCK CANCER
Goodnight to my kids who wont see another day, its you I
want to remember today.
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